Well, My family really went out of their way to get the party up and running. They rented a DJ, a soda bar, and a room at the Elks Club for 4 or 5 hours. And before hand we go to the movies.
So yea, this is getting up and running now, the only problem is we're kinda short on the activite list.
So help us out! What are some ideas for stuff to do at my party?
I know I hate that title, too. Even more so because of how true it is. MY HAIR IS ALL GONE. Yea, Subway said, and I do quote, it was too "Hippie". So I had to get it hacked and sliced. It's not too terribly short, but it's still bleh. I'm just not used to short hair.
Well, yea. Life's life and school's school. Work is work and Stuck being home is hell on earth. My mom has been semi-lineant with giving me freedom occasionally, but still, in general, I'm getting sick of coming home at the regualr time, Mike ALWAYS passed out on the couch, go up to my room, and....sit. I've read every book, played every game, and counted every penny in my possesion.
And as for the 'Family' situation. Mike sickens me even more because he tries to be interested in shit that goes on but it's blatantly obvious that he's doing it to make my mother happy. And what pisses me off even MORE is that he bashes on my sister way more than usual. He deliberatley antagonizes her.
It kinda sucks, I notice a shit load more drama that wasn't so obvious before. And just in general, a lot more people are dealing with more and more crap.
And I dont see much of people unless it's in school. It's sorta bringing me down more than usual. Lately, during the day I'm fine. By the time I'm home, not so fine. But at least in school, and on the weekends are good.
So>>>>>> I'm getting this out now, My birthday is in a couple of weeks, the 28th. And fortunatley enough, a lot of my relatives agree that it should be a big occassion. Meaniing activities, food, some other stuff, lots of people, food, stuff to do, and more food.
As you can see, there's some planning to do, but it's gotta be a good time! A day to forget about all the crap. So everyone come. More details will be posted in the future.
Yes, the entire world now knows we've lost another great Icon. And yes, people may be getting tired of hearing about it. I still haven't paid my tribute to the legend, so I found this awesome tribute to Steve off of youtube. It's about three minutes long, but when you have the free time take a look at it, it's worth it.
Friday- I found a way into my house by climbing up the back roof. Very unsubtle and slightly dangerous due to it was during the shower we had, but it had to be done. I wasn't wating anymore in the rain. I succeeded, and took a shower and relaxed for a while. And Just for the record, I want to throw this out here, I just curiously checked the side door to see if I could keep it unlocked so I could sleep inside, but Mike proved himself beyond psycho to me, He screwed the door shut with a long 6 inch screw.
Then, as my luck always proves to be the best, my next door neighbor, Lee Anderson, comes in and abruptly kicks me out. Apparently Mike had her watch the house. Another point to the psycho paranoia chart. So she made me clean up and trek out. Slightly frustrated I journyed up to the center, it was the first place that came to my head. I'd have to say that it wasn't a bad idea to go up there, because I met up with Ryan England with one of his friends. So i had company for a while. And he had his homemade KeyBlade, that his crazy friend was slicing around at everybody screaming "Heartless!" His friend (Dont know the name) had then slipped on the grass and broke it. Ryan wasn't too happy. Fortunately, it was fixable, just pieces popping off. After it was fixed I was honored to holdit, I guess he trusted me a little bit more after the slip and fall. I had to leave soon after that because I was homeless, and it was getting late. I tried to find places to stay, but when that came to no avail, I ended on my front proch at 1:30 in the morning, deperately trying to sleep.
Doesn't it feel great when you know you have a home to go to?
Saturday- In the morning I called my grandparents and aksed them to pick me up, and spent the rest of the day there. Well, my grandfather is an aweomse man. We talked for a bit, and I told him about where I ended up the previous night. And how I got into the house on my own. He didn't care, and he told me I should call up my mom and talk to her myself and tell her what I did, before the neighbor called up and made matters worse. He said as long as i told the truth, a nd told her I needed to beacuse I had to find a place to sleep. I thought that would work to. But see the thing is, I totally forgot I live with a bunch of alcoholic psychos. My mom flipped out, and I could here Mike screaming in the background "That fucker Broke into my house and camped out on my porch last night? What the fuck was he thinking?" My mom had not made matters any better. She said I had no right to do anything I had done. And now I have an excuse to have no social life the first month of school. I'm grounded.
I just love the fact I have a godamned home. It's kinda funnny. The irony and all.
Well, I don't have much freedom come Monday. I'll try ro stay in New Haven as long as I can, My grandparents might drop me off somewhere.
I just want something to change this, an excuse not to be home. School might be that, hopefully.
God damn... It really sucks being sad...Like a lot.
It feels like it's just following me. So much at once...
I thought this summer was going be great, but I think I 've made more mistakes then I did accomplishments.
Though this summer wasnt horible. Through all the events I've learned about myeself. And my dad leaves next thursday. Isn't that great? More family issues.
I think I've realized why my High School years have been different. When I hit high School, I hung out more, and was a little bit more social. So I developed into myself. A personality. And I never really had to deal with crazy amounts of family drama besides Mike. Now with my dad being back, and leaving, it all came back in one big wave. There really is no family. No one trusts anyone. My father's own parents dont trust him.
So much Drama caused by what has happened in the past, it's pointless. If it's in the past is done. People learn from mistakes. It's nature.
Grudges...That's what my family is diseased by... So bad, that it seems everyone has lost hope in the good of the other. They assume that for some reason, they dont change.
But they do. People can change for the better. At least I know that. My family doesnt.
Hopefully, me being like this is just a clash between my old self and new, A phase I can just get over.
Everyone's on crack, and life sucks again. No family, unfortuneatly.
Well, How's the summer coming to an end for everyone else? School's in a coulple of weeks already. I guess this year they went all out with screwing up schedules. I haven't even got mine.
And I sit alone here in the library contemplating,( so )
This guy just came in and ordered a sub. But this wasn't just any guy, he ws wearing a "100% made in Bosnia Herzgovenia". I asked him to get a picture at the expense of my dignity. Much of my co-workers were confused and laughed at me a bit.
Well, currently it is 4:50. And I am very bored, today is a very slow day. If anyone would like to maybe keep me from going insane,(:P) IM me! I'm on. And just bored...
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